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Name: Sheight
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- Nom : the incurable romantic
- Lieu : Philippines
a fat-ass who constantly struggles to take a breather every now and then. a conventional man of quixotic tastes. a masticated piece of nothingness begging for your last drop of conceit. a procrastinate insisting on raw but substantial work under time constraint. a romantic, and incurable at that.
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so the clouds were a lil bit unrelenting and chose not to grace bloodmoon's spectators in manila,
SO WHAT?!
haha, just three things which could possibly be better than a bloodmoon:
ONE. The REXONA MEN COMMERCIAL. You know, that one where men are shown as cheerleaders in full throttle to get across to the viewers the idea that men sweat more than women do yada yada yada. THEY'RE JUST SOOO ADORABLE, I SWEAR!! they make me giggle every time i see the commercial haha : ) Rexona Men cute, YJ not really.
TWO. 20TH PHILIPPINE AD CONGRESS. there's this other commercial where tibal men are doing like this choreographed act, basta basta super ALIW yang commercial na yan!! Lurve it to the MAXXX!! :p
THREE. GEORGE HOTZ. the 17-yr-old guy who managed (along with some online collaborators) to unlock th iPhone. in your face AT&T!! :p now, i wanna get myself one of those unlocked iPhones.. ow by the way, SAKSI featured this one Filipina who has an unlocked iPhone and she's using it already HERE in the country, COOLNESS, i'd really love to have one just like hers and i couldn't wait for January at all!! ( :
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There's such an in-between place which borders on heartache and happiness,
and that's where i'm staying at the moment.
as what Chris Gardner (Will Smith) said in PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS, maybe Thomas Jefferson knew what he was saying in the declaration of independence when he said that every man shall have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. How did he know that happiness could only be pursued and not really attained??
*but you see, somewhat at the end of the movie, Chris zoomed in on a particular "little" part of his life which he called "happiness"*
really, really.. my avowed sobriety for the month just gave me the most wonderful conviction of all:
that i don't really owe anyone my MOVING ON.
that i could embrace this heartbroken me,
and actually feel not so much of a lozah anymore, just a bit of the level-headed person i know i used to be. ( :
it's a bit too late to say this, but.. THE YEAR HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN (for me)
THINK: pleasurable vs. useful vs. HONORABLE good.
Now i know, i just wanna be surrounded by people who can make me feel like i'm the highest good, no less.
I thank my God for those people. ( :
Hearts to my Shideh who's been giving me my smiles lately plus a quicker pulse hah!!
------
BOSS JENNY LYNNE AGUILAR,
kung nababasa mo man to,
alamo namang lamang na lamang ka sa kahit na sinong bulaklak pa!!
haha ( :
umayos ka nga, ako lang ang pwedeng mag-moment sa mga midyear noh!!
at ako rin lang ang pwedeng maging hopelessly and terribly insecure of herself..
BOO!!
^__^
SO WHAT?!
haha, just three things which could possibly be better than a bloodmoon:
ONE. The REXONA MEN COMMERCIAL. You know, that one where men are shown as cheerleaders in full throttle to get across to the viewers the idea that men sweat more than women do yada yada yada. THEY'RE JUST SOOO ADORABLE, I SWEAR!! they make me giggle every time i see the commercial haha : ) Rexona Men cute, YJ not really.
TWO. 20TH PHILIPPINE AD CONGRESS. there's this other commercial where tibal men are doing like this choreographed act, basta basta super ALIW yang commercial na yan!! Lurve it to the MAXXX!! :p
THREE. GEORGE HOTZ. the 17-yr-old guy who managed (along with some online collaborators) to unlock th iPhone. in your face AT&T!! :p now, i wanna get myself one of those unlocked iPhones.. ow by the way, SAKSI featured this one Filipina who has an unlocked iPhone and she's using it already HERE in the country, COOLNESS, i'd really love to have one just like hers and i couldn't wait for January at all!! ( :
------
There's such an in-between place which borders on heartache and happiness,
and that's where i'm staying at the moment.
as what Chris Gardner (Will Smith) said in PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS, maybe Thomas Jefferson knew what he was saying in the declaration of independence when he said that every man shall have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. How did he know that happiness could only be pursued and not really attained??
*but you see, somewhat at the end of the movie, Chris zoomed in on a particular "little" part of his life which he called "happiness"*
really, really.. my avowed sobriety for the month just gave me the most wonderful conviction of all:
that i don't really owe anyone my MOVING ON.
that i could embrace this heartbroken me,
and actually feel not so much of a lozah anymore, just a bit of the level-headed person i know i used to be. ( :
it's a bit too late to say this, but.. THE YEAR HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN (for me)
THINK: pleasurable vs. useful vs. HONORABLE good.
Now i know, i just wanna be surrounded by people who can make me feel like i'm the highest good, no less.
I thank my God for those people. ( :
Hearts to my Shideh who's been giving me my smiles lately plus a quicker pulse hah!!
------
BOSS JENNY LYNNE AGUILAR,
kung nababasa mo man to,
alamo namang lamang na lamang ka sa kahit na sinong bulaklak pa!!
haha ( :
umayos ka nga, ako lang ang pwedeng mag-moment sa mga midyear noh!!
at ako rin lang ang pwedeng maging hopelessly and terribly insecure of herself..
BOO!!
^__^
i hate the fact that instead of doing my 3000-5000-word specialized writing article for Sir Vic's class, i'm blogging..
i also hate that there's this stoofid langaw which absentmindedly swam in my chocolate drink this morning, *sigh* ofkorz, i couldn't get another glass of chocolate, daddy makes me my chocolate drink and i like his concoction better and yes he and mommy left early again for Tagaytay.. good thing kuya gave me his choclit drink or i would've bickered all morning at the stoofid langaw.. DIE LANGAW, DIE!!
and i most hate this: that i have yet to deliver three over-overdue articles to my editors.. and all i could do is bash Kelly Clarkson for coming up with the song SOBER..
KELLY CLARKSON
Sober
And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no
Wake up
Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months
Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
~~~
NOTHING'S REAL UNTIL YOU LET GO COMPLETELY.
Maybe, that's it, maybe that's why i can't even begin to grasp the weight of everything that's been happening to me
It's because i'm still pathetically clinging to you..
Gawd, it's been three months, and i still don't have the balls to even look you in the eye when you came to "visit"
And you know just how pathetic i am when i say i'm PATHETIC?!
I still can't bring myself to wash the hanky you used when you wept.. for her.. because i came to mess it all up for the two of you..
ok, i know it's pretty gross to still keep that mucus-tainted hanky,
but really, i couldn't care less.. when it's all i have of you left..
What would I not give to have you and our world again??
But don't mind me, you know I've always seen my own way out.. and I'm happy because you did the right thing and you're a better man with that..
I just wish it were also that easy to say that I can be with someone and not look for you in him..
:' (
i also hate that there's this stoofid langaw which absentmindedly swam in my chocolate drink this morning, *sigh* ofkorz, i couldn't get another glass of chocolate, daddy makes me my chocolate drink and i like his concoction better and yes he and mommy left early again for Tagaytay.. good thing kuya gave me his choclit drink or i would've bickered all morning at the stoofid langaw.. DIE LANGAW, DIE!!
and i most hate this: that i have yet to deliver three over-overdue articles to my editors.. and all i could do is bash Kelly Clarkson for coming up with the song SOBER..
KELLY CLARKSON
Sober
And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no
Wake up
Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months
Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
~~~
NOTHING'S REAL UNTIL YOU LET GO COMPLETELY.
Maybe, that's it, maybe that's why i can't even begin to grasp the weight of everything that's been happening to me
It's because i'm still pathetically clinging to you..
Gawd, it's been three months, and i still don't have the balls to even look you in the eye when you came to "visit"
And you know just how pathetic i am when i say i'm PATHETIC?!
I still can't bring myself to wash the hanky you used when you wept.. for her.. because i came to mess it all up for the two of you..
ok, i know it's pretty gross to still keep that mucus-tainted hanky,
but really, i couldn't care less.. when it's all i have of you left..
What would I not give to have you and our world again??
But don't mind me, you know I've always seen my own way out.. and I'm happy because you did the right thing and you're a better man with that..
I just wish it were also that easy to say that I can be with someone and not look for you in him..
:' (
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