so the clouds were a lil bit unrelenting and chose not to grace bloodmoon's spectators in manila,

SO WHAT?!

haha, just three things which could possibly be better than a bloodmoon:

ONE. The REXONA MEN COMMERCIAL. You know, that one where men are shown as cheerleaders in full throttle to get across to the viewers the idea that men sweat more than women do yada yada yada. THEY'RE JUST SOOO ADORABLE, I SWEAR!! they make me giggle every time i see the commercial haha : ) Rexona Men cute, YJ not really.

TWO. 20TH PHILIPPINE AD CONGRESS. there's this other commercial where tibal men are doing like this choreographed act, basta basta super ALIW yang commercial na yan!! Lurve it to the MAXXX!! :p

THREE. GEORGE HOTZ. the 17-yr-old guy who managed (along with some online collaborators) to unlock th iPhone. in your face AT&T!! :p now, i wanna get myself one of those unlocked iPhones.. ow by the way, SAKSI featured this one Filipina who has an unlocked iPhone and she's using it already HERE in the country, COOLNESS, i'd really love to have one just like hers and i couldn't wait for January at all!! ( :

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There's such an in-between place which borders on heartache and happiness,

and that's where i'm staying at the moment.

as what Chris Gardner (Will Smith) said in PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS, maybe Thomas Jefferson knew what he was saying in the declaration of independence when he said that every man shall have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. How did he know that happiness could only be pursued and not really attained??

*but you see, somewhat at the end of the movie, Chris zoomed in on a particular "little" part of his life which he called "happiness"*

really, really.. my avowed sobriety for the month just gave me the most wonderful conviction of all:

that i don't really owe anyone my MOVING ON.

that i could embrace this heartbroken me,

and actually feel not so much of a lozah anymore, just a bit of the level-headed person i know i used to be. ( :

it's a bit too late to say this, but.. THE YEAR HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN (for me)

THINK: pleasurable vs. useful vs. HONORABLE good.

Now i know, i just wanna be surrounded by people who can make me feel like i'm the highest good, no less.

I thank my God for those people. ( :

Hearts to my Shideh who's been giving me my smiles lately plus a quicker pulse hah!!

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BOSS JENNY LYNNE AGUILAR,

kung nababasa mo man to,

alamo namang lamang na lamang ka sa kahit na sinong bulaklak pa!!

haha ( :

umayos ka nga, ako lang ang pwedeng mag-moment sa mga midyear noh!!

at ako rin lang ang pwedeng maging hopelessly and terribly insecure of herself..

BOO!!

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