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Nom : the incurable romantic
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a fat-ass who constantly struggles to take a breather every now and then. a conventional man of quixotic tastes. a masticated piece of nothingness begging for your last drop of conceit. a procrastinate insisting on raw but substantial work under time constraint. a romantic, and incurable at that.

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    up for a long entry?? |

     
    since it was mareng joizee's birthday, ( :

    Sen. Trillanes attempted another showdown in Makati, this time in Manila Pen.

    Geez, after four years, i thought you'd know better than your sister act in Oakwood. bah. Know what, well of course i know it doesn't concern you that i'm giving YOU an advice now (hell, i know no shit of taking over the govt and actually running it, if i did, i would've been yer Royal Highness awredi) but if i were to stage stage a mindblowing coup, i'd atleast make sure i have supporters of the cause. in multitudes, dude!! you do realize that a handful is too measly considering that what, you're up against the full force of the military?! gawd, you would make millions putting up a farce, ya know?! ah-huh.

    and for the love of kitties, make up your mind what it is that's really bothering you that you now have prompted a frigging curfew!! are you more concerned that you are kept incarcerated despite your election into the senatorial post, or are you plainly grossed-out by the govt led by HER. augh, i've never known that military men could be so impulsive-- i thought you were all taught to think quickly then act accordingly, just as quickly. NOT act speedily, then judge your decisions later when you're already being dragged to a vehicle meant for hard-core criminals. again, you do realize that a lot of people are tuned it to their TVs, right?! atleast give justice to the percentage of the Filipino masses who voted you into office, wittingly or unwittingly.

    speaking of impulsive, i couldn't begin telling you just how impossible the police were in cuffing mediamen (plastic cuffs used to tie electrical wires) and bringing them all the way to bicutan (camp bagong diwa) and even confiscating their laptops, videocams and other whathaveyous. the outright HUMILIATION, not to mention the suppression of press freedom!!

    ok, Defense Secretary Gilberto Teodoro said in a statement that the PNP relayed to him that they are only bringing in mediamen for verification of identities, so the police don't stoofidly let go of "supporters" to the cause. Teodoro even mentioned that there have been incidents when bank robbers posed as hostages to escape the police's clutches. say, i think you have been watching too much of Spike Lee's INSIDE MAN. sheesh.

    if you want to verify the mediamen's identities, i guarantee you COULD do it on the spot. no need to cuff them and whooop their already tired asses to bagong diwa. if you must know, it is quite protocol that media men always always have with them their handy-dandy IDs.

    know what, if you're insisting that these mediamen have already been asked to vacate the premises earlier and that (as usual) they've stubbornly stood their ground thereby they're a clear obstruction of yer operations.. why did you just not forcibly take them out of the premises?! if there was clear and imminent danger to their safety, i think you'd have every right to cordon them off the hotel's immediate premises. and if they do obstruct your CAREFULLY-PLANNED tactics, then simply tell them that if they do not leave, they WAIVE their rights to be protected by the police. if they get harmed in the line of duty, then too bad, all in a day's work, but they were warned, that's it.

    hay, how i'd love to be the journalist on the field now. broadcast if i must. what natural high!! ( :


    ******

    last tuesday, after the more-than-subtle-earthquake shook me into a post-traumatic stress which made me ditch class (ahe, i swear tis true!! i swear it won't happen again. the ditching. the trauma and the quake!!)

    I and my beshty nikaria met up with our much-missed Je-an-totz to have lunch celebrating her 21st birthday the day before. whew!! gawd, i missed them!! nikaria and i made her this cutesy decorate-you-cake too!! ( :



    the cake says "JEAN *heart* 21" (naht my fault it came out that nasty, si niggah kasi!!) :p




    my beshtys!! aw su-weet!!

    after lunch, we made up our mind on buying an overdue gift for our inaanak. Ang hirap maghanap ng gift para sa inaanak na mas mayaman pa sayo!! The three of us finally settled on a batman kiddie backpack since he's into batman so much. Later, when he finally opened the gift, turns out he already has an exact of that.. plus all the other stuff we thought of buying him. hah. now the ninangs really have to shell out more moolah for their baby!!



    my baby is a show-off. Lookie that gold medal. HE IS BEST IN COLORING, mind you!! *big toothy grin*

    did i tell you that it was only last tuesday "nagbati" kami ni kervin (inaanak)?? haha, i always playfight with him kasi. to the point that im the only ninang he REALLY remembers because he'd always wrestle with me and all that toughie toddler fight!! just so that we'll be "bati" na, i had to indulge him in a ZAIDO match, he has to defeat me over and over again, i also stood by the corner for a good 30 minutes as he serves me corndogs, and i have to rap with him while i wear his lil cutesy cap and he wears my beret. Hay, mahal ko lang talaga sha AS IN!! although yeah, i've always had a soft spot for babies/kids/toddlers. they're like the bigger version of my kitties. ( :



    ninangs with the inaanak



    the complete set. gawrsh, how i missed empotz too!! wheee!! ( :

    hmmmmm, we're gonna try global fun next saturday. hope no one backs-out. me included. hah.


    ******

    now, for something sickeningly mushy-trying-to-pop-out-of-a-movie-scene:

    ever watched CLICK?? starred by Adam Sandler and Kate Beckinsale.

    well if you did, know that scene where the two were out on a date and Adam wrote in a paper napkin "Time for first kiss" then passed the napkin to Kate??

    and Kate replied on another paper napkin, "Will you still love me in the morning?"

    and Adam answered with.. i won't be the spoiler here, so RECALL!! :p

    anyhow, here's a version of that scene:

    i write in a paper napkin, "Will you still love me tomorrow??"



    "I will in more ways than now"

    now that gave Adam Sandler's character in Click a run for his money!!

    *blushes*

    how i love my pseudo-relationship. CRAZY CRAZY QUASI-LOVAHS. i like the giddyness it leaves. *sigh*

    WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!


    ^__^


    jived by the incurable romantic |   jeudi, novembre 29 | 7:05 AM

     

    weaving deceit, hmmm.. |

     
    disclaimer: this is gonna be one mushy entry.

    when it rains, it pours quite literally.

    and i never really thought of those words until it was raining hard earlier and i was coming down again with the colds

    plus plus there was also the backlash of these frigging emo torrents..

    sometimes it doesn't help when you're sucking it all in and all the world (or atleast that part which involves you) only know so little of what you're going through..

    we were dismissed early from cath journ class which was cool enough since i was really hoping i could catch her in her place and finally settle things.

    halfway out of the university, she called and started this tirade again on how much she hates her gf for keeping her in a short leash.. yadayadayada, i hung up. she tried calling again but i just rejected her calls.. somehow i knew she has a fair idea why i was acting different these past few days.. i found my way to the chapel, sat down, mustered all the strength to come up with the words i've been meaning to tell her.. then gave her a ring..

    "Shi, please just hear me out this one time, i don't want you to say a single word.. not until im through.. i like you so much i wanna be the one who takes care of you.. you say you like me, ssshhhh wait, you said you like me but just how much?? not enough for you to take your chances with me?? shi.. you're being very unfair to me with what you're doing, and yes, you hurt me. A LOT.. and.."

    *a pause as i try to stifle a sob, hears a soft cry on the other line*

    "Shi?"
    "Maybe we should stop going out.."

    As soon as i heard those words from her i hung up and switched my fone off.. I DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW. i knew i was never in the position to demand anything from her but it just sucks to stop now. if i have to be miserable because of her, i would be.. if that's the only way i stay glued to the intensity of how much i feel for her, i'd want no one to pull me out of such goooood misery..

    i could only imagine how startled people near me were when they heard my semi-wails in between their orations.. but this was the only place for me where i could shed the tears without having to explain to anyone the whys. i have good friends.. i just can't burden them right now with these pesky affections..

    in the middle of my sobs, someone sat beside me and tapped me gently on the shoulder.. i looked up from the hanky covering my face to see a familiar figure staring questioningly at me.. lo and behold, the ONLY PROF i met in my ONLY CLASS for the day. ah shit, Sir Vic.

    Sir Vic: "sabi ko na nga ba ikaw yan e" (hala naman)
    Me: *sniffle-sniffle* "ui Sir, pwede pala kayo dito?!"
    SV: "bat ka umiiyak, binubugbog ka ng boyfriend mo no??"
    Me: "Sir naman eh.. babae lang ang nagpapaiyak sakin.."
    SV: "ganun.. ay, oo nga pala.."

    i appreciate his presence there forealz, someone who knows/knew me but not whom i'd readily call a good friend.. someone neutral atleast.. i think i appreciated him too much when i cried like a baby by his side.

    SV: "uy, pag may nakakita satin, baka isipin pinaiiyak kita.."
    Me: iyak
    SV: *starts saying chicken-soup-for-the-soul stuff*
    Me: sniffle-sniffle "kelangan talaga hanggang dito ina-advise-an nyo ko, diba?!"
    SV: "kasama to sa thesis consultation nyo ha, may bayad to"

    much much later, i hurriedly went out of the church, tear-stained face and all, i was determined to see her tonight.. if only to change her mind..

    and i saw tanikala, jonette and mi huggiesz on the way out

    huggiesz: "ui, OK ka lang??"
    Me: *would normally stop to hug her but just nodded and walked even more briskly*

    it was much later when i was in a cab already to her place that i realized what the scene could have suggested, me in tears, and Sir Vic right on my heels..

    ow well, another professah, eh?? bah.

    wait, must text Sir to thank him, and apologize for walking out on him.. kasi naman eh, mangangaral na lang yuyurakan pa pagkatao ko.. hay!! >__<

    it rained the whole time i was with her.. and well.. maybe the rains will stop on the morrow.. maybe OUR world tomorrow.. would be a wee bit fairweathered. hah.

    ^__^


    jived by the incurable romantic |   mercredi, novembre 21 | 11:32 AM

     

    if you don't heart me na.. |

     
    while debating in investigative journ class the credibility of the assigned artik to us to stand as an in-depth report,

    i found these scribbled on novia's filler notebook..


    If You Forget Me


    I want you to know
    one thing.

    You know how this is:
    if I look
    at the crystal moon, at the red branch
    of the slow autumn at my window,
    if I touch
    near the fire
    the impalpable ash
    or the wrinkled body of the log,
    everything carries me to you,
    as if everything that exists,
    aromas, light, metals,
    were little boats
    that sail
    toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

    Well, now,
    if little by little you stop loving me
    I shall stop loving you little by little.

    If suddenly
    you forget me
    do not look for me,
    for I shall already have forgotten you.


    If you think it long and mad,
    the wind of banners
    that passes through my life,
    and you decide
    to leave me at the shore
    of the heart where I have roots,
    remember
    that on that day,
    at that hour,
    I shall lift my arms
    and my roots will set off
    to seek another land.

    But
    if each day,
    each hour,
    you feel that you are destined for me
    with implacable sweetness,
    if each day a flower
    climbs up to your lips to seek me,
    ah my love, ah my own,
    in me all that fire is repeated,
    in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
    my love feeds on your love, beloved,
    and as long as you live it will be in your arms
    without leaving mine.


    Pablo Neruda

    im sooo proud of mi novia because she memorize this Neruda!! whooo!! i only got as far as trees by joyce kilmer hmmmm..

    emphasis on the last lines, eh??

    it was showering as i walked home.. *sigh*

    and i just felt so.. single.

    even if mi novia and i just kissed again after one long month!! wheee!! gimme gimme more mi novia!!

    heartchie!! ( :

    ow well.

    ^__^


    jived by the incurable romantic |   mardi, novembre 20 | 6:03 AM

     

    *sigh* what some people can do |

     
    some people could be just way too forgetful

    like this BEAUTIFUL BEING who just keeps on forgetting our MONTHSARY..

    ofkorz, it's not you novia!! ~__~


    some could just be grossly stinky

    like my bhabesz who stank a jeep with his ass"s worth!!

    haha, i heartchie so much bhabesz, missed yah sooo!! ( :


    and still there are those who just opt to break your heart..

    no matter how much you plead with them not to..



    ow well, im singled again!! churrah!!

    wait, i wasn't exactly coupled, was i??

    bah.




    ^__^


    jived by the incurable romantic |   dimanche, novembre 18 | 10:10 PM

     

    wheee, im blogging.. ( : |

     
    okay,

    after yet another hiatus on my beloved page, im blogging again,

    must've whacked my brain when marckie got me into a gay bar after dandandan's debut

    haha, had hella good time there, thanks babes!! ~mwah~

    well, there were a lot of gay people (duh, gay bar) who were more of marckie's kind, not so much of MY kind's gay crowd though, but hey i had a deliciously fun time just getting on the beat with everyone else wheee!! heartchie marckie babes!! ( :

    there was also this cute guy (marckie said he's straight) that we've been eyeing (straight people, even couples can go the place too ok) and errr sorta following around

    Marc:"o anong sabi nya sayo??"
    Me: "uhmmm wala, he just introduced himself, jay i think"
    Marc: "ano, hindi kinuha number mo, eh kaya ka nga nya pinuntahan kc sabi ko 'my friend likes you' wala kang ginawa?!"
    Me: "haha, bka na-disappoint kc akala nya tunay akong babae!!"

    some pics:



    with la debutante




    jc-jowin-moi-marckie




    ooohhh hangin, haha, with kuya jor




    wheee, marckie babes!!


    ^__^


    jived by the incurable romantic |   dimanche, novembre 11 | 7:06 AM

     

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