system error: geez, what brought you here?!

"but that's what we do, we fight!! you tell me when im being a son of a bitch & i tell you when you're being a pain in the ass.. which you are 99 per cent of the time!! and i guarantee it won't be easy, i guarantee at one point or another, one of us is going to want to leave.. but i also guarantee you this, that if i don't ask you to be mine, im gonna regret it for the rest of my life.. coz i know in my heart that you're the only one for me.."

oha mi novia, ive juz recklessly combined The Notebook & The Runaway Bride for our 3rd monthsary!!

in the process of completion na my blog entry for our monthsary @ kahit na ilang Palanca awardees pa ang umagaw s atensyon m mi novia, bubugbugin q lng clang mga filinyerong bansot!! Ü (exception c LED)

i heart u nmn na sobra mi novia @ kahit na puno pa ng "junk" food ang iyong uber sexy bod, (as u proclaim it is) mamahalin kta maging cno k man!!

mwaaahugs

--sent to mi novia @ 12.42 am on this 18th day of november 2006, our happy happy 3rd monthsary.. laban pa?! ( :

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on other things, can someone help me out on how checkpoints ought to properly work??

take note of the operative terms ought and properly,,

for days on end just this week, i had to go home way past midnight because of office works

and somewhere before the nagtahan bridge, a checkpoint is set up

im all okay with the checkpoint and the slight traffic they cause, and the few more cents on my cab fare

it's just that.. what exactly do these cease and search operations cover?!

i guess i've passed by that same checkpoint more than a coupla times already

and there was even this one time when i was kinda tipsy

driver: " maam, bangon po muna kayo jan, checkpoint kasi, baka masita tayo"

tenen, and the officers there just watched us pass by!!

now i would have understood if they didn't give much fuss over public vehicles,

but then there was also another time when the cab in front of us was asked to veer off the road and into their side of the fence *literally* for further inspection.. and that cab dint even have a passenger within.

c'mon, where's the probable cause in that?!

i remember one friend who told me of a checkpoint incident he had.

he just dropped off a very drunk friend to his subdivision when on the road way out, on the same checkpoint which had earlier let them just pass through, he was stopped.

remember that the rule with these checkpoints is, the plain view doctrine.

one officer allegedly took this stuffed toy i gave him and kept on scrutinizing that toy for no apparent reason!!

as if to "fancy" him even more, the officer even started rummaging through his almost empty glove compartment..

so much with plain view eh??

now, tell me who decides on what car gets stopped and what are the parameters for that?? and just how suspicious should you be that you should be stopped for a thorough inspection?!

driver: "kawawa naman yung mga pulis, yung nabalita dun sa isang checkpoint. titignan pa lang nila yung van eh niratratan na sila!!"

hmmm, oo nga naman.. baka maski sila nalilito rin sa ginagawa nila.

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we've just met our PolDy professor last Monday,

and it is just now that i came to learn *from him* of the two kinds of bribing which happen during elections

there is the positive and the negative bribing

positive is when you bribe a person to vote for this electorial candidate;

negative is when you bribe a person not to vote--to stay at home like sitting ducks

what the f***?!

bribing is bribing regardless of whatever adjective you'd like to affix before it!!

you may even call it beautiful bribing for all my mockery's concern, but it's still gonna be bribing..

and there's just the worse kind, when you practice your fiscal power to inhibit a citizen's right of suffrage.. when you tell them to stay at home and pray for the mercy of the tyrannical rule to come..

is it not enough that you've become beasts that you'd have to subject your fellow citizens to the indios status their forefathers have been degraded to?!

i know that may is still a good 6 months away,

but for the love of whatever worth's left in your veins..

don't buy votes, don't sell your votes and don't be the simpleton indios ignorante!!

as i speak, dang it!! i haven't even registered yet,,

shame on me. ( :

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the other day i was watching Jude Law in Alfie,

it's an aliw movie actually

it greatly employed that theatre soliloquy technique, only this time Alfie is not alone when he voices out his comments, ideas or opinions

oftentimes, there are other characters in the scene but as is, they "don't hear" what he's saying,

"always make sure to have a relationship that'd see you through the holidays.."

"maybe it was just our mutual desperate desire to have ourselves--a MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS"

"the aphrodite in the museum, Nicky was like that.. a beautiful sculpture.. but damaged, with cracks showing even in its thorough finish.. and you see them only when you get too close"

"i hate feelings, they have a tendency of sneaking up on you and catching you off-guard"

and there's this one part when the amorous Alfie caught this elderly woman *Susan Sarandon* whom he was having an affair with, doing another man..

Alfie: "tell me, what's he got better than me?! c'mon tell me, why won't you answer me?? what's he got better than me?!" *hysterical shrieks*

Liv: *stutters but finally answers* "he's younger than you..."

sapul!!

(~_~)

if and when, the time comes that a guy would tell me the counterpart of the latter lines,

i'd be hiring OJ Simpson's lawyers for my murder trial!!

haha *winx*

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and so i started with lines for mi novia,

lemme finish it off with lines still offered to my uber lovely girlfriend!! ( :

i know you've heard/read this already mi novia, but i'd still like to type 'em down..

" I LOVE YOU. And not in a friendly way, although i think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although i'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you're unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend and crossing that line is the farthest thing from an option you'd ever consider.

But i can't do this any longer. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship--no pun intended--but I had to say it, because I've never felt this before, and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me.

But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not suppress that--at least for ten minutes--and try to dwell in it before you dismiss it. There isn't another soul on this planet who's ever made me the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me. You can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of you and what you've meant to me, which--while I do appreciate it--I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of."

--Chasing Amy and text lifted from Surreality

happy 3rd monthsary mi novia, and here's wishing we'll celebrate more!!

i heart you to the maxx!!

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