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Name: Sheight Qui êtes-vous ?
a fat-ass who constantly struggles to take a breather every now and then. a conventional man of quixotic tastes. a masticated piece of nothingness begging for your last drop of conceit. a procrastinate insisting on raw but substantial work under time constraint. a romantic, and incurable at that. Looking Back:
janvier 2005 Previous Jargon: Click on 'em too | aeth | jaca | arianne | shawitee | eevan | jaypee | rafael | ralph | xam | |This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 2.5 License. |
it's gonna be one, loooooong night!!
can't believe that i spent a good four hours on just one part of the mall but i rili dont care.. i rili don't care if i won't be havin even one wink tonight coz i pretty much downed more of my caffeine fix than usual.. i rili don't care coz i wanna stay up anyway i wanna recollect every second of smile-filled-catching-up-on-one-another's-life-conversation i had with him i wanna bask in the moment we were both able to conclude, we found each other again and.. we are back together ( : now that's something worth telling to friends: A STORY FOUR YEARS IN THE MAKING!! and it just took one selfless act to bring the stroryline to a most beautiful conclusion.. with sequels of course!! dang it!! we've waited long enough to be more than just in love!! ^__^ *sounds familiar, eh??* i love this feeling.. ow i just love this feeling.. this feeling of finally having found AGAIN someone who'll be running WILD with you.. someone who finally reassured you that you STILL belong to one another.. call it cheesy, but im just sooo gaddumn in this blissful state to even care!! bu-wahahahahahahahaha ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ the gods must've heard this goddess in distress coz poof!! this PC's back to action again!! i'll be uploading the pix real soon guys, don't ya worry!! ( : in the meantime, to give you the real HALLOWEEN SCARE.. imagine i'm with you tonight!! *tagaytay it is,,* ^__^
ooops i did it again!! another computer has yet crashed under my (mis)management jeez, didn't know too much editing of someone's pic could actually trigger a virus in your computer system *winks @ bhabez & fatweesh* ow well, right now i would have to make do with my old PC.. old yet trusty & dependable, yey!! my baby!! aaawww, miss my baby sooo much!! baby, if you're reading this.. *mwaaah* im referring to my biological baby, ok!! aaaw, which reminds me he's not even through reading one whole sentence yet!! Luvyou baby, & here's hoping you'll get well real soon for memei hehehe note to everyone: LUMALAKI NA SI JULEIN!! bu-wahahahahaha ^__^
you know there'll always be the the little children in all of us.. though we try to subdue it in everday existence coz it's the "MATURE" and "SMART" thing to do, we still do end up showing off the toddler within, especially when you're with best buds-- especially when you're in a museum-- especially when you're in TENENENENT-- Museong Pambata!! ^__^
Now yesterday, bhabez, pets fatweesh&kevin and i met up to talk about err.. about a mature thingy.. the mature thingy of course was not given ample time for discussion coz we decided that the talk would naturally ensue when we're in National Museum already.. National Museum--OUR National Museum!! well juz in case you wanna see it yourself, don't.. juz don't!! but if you wanna meet up with disappointment, i won't be standing in your way,, I thought the National Museum should be chronicling the rich heritage of this land.. of course history would tell us that part of that heritage is the Spanish regime, Japanese occupation, American ?friendship?.. but you don't expect your very own museum to showcase ONLY that!! don't we have our own majestic ethnicity to be proud of?? don't we have the tribal riches of our minorities to be ogled by all those who want to imbibe the authenticity of the Filipino people?? C'mon, the National Museum could definitely do better than an exhibit of vases, plates, fans, and more vases, plates and fans--all of which are either Spanish, Chinese or Indonesian in origin.. they could certainly do better than a gallery of EUROPEAN photos!! What good is all that space when every door you try open is locked, when a handful of rooms are closed for viewing and just about everything exhibited is not meant for the feasting of the eyes.. it was totally BLEH!! and by the way, i didn't expect a rice cooker to be on glass display not until it's the year 2081 when perhaps you cook rice over the internet, not when rice-cookers are yet things we use in this decade!! NOTE: you should try the elevators though, we had the most fun in that part of the NM bldg. Good thing there was a trade-off, right after disengaging ourselves from the headache of NM, we went straight to Museong Pambata, marched ourselves in with a group of pre-schoolers with their set of guardians and got in for P30 courtesy of a 50% off for this good month of October!! Whooooooooooo!! and that's when the little kid in us juz started kicking in,, we'd race the pre-schoolers to every cool spot the Museo has to offer.. we took pictures and man, did we take pictures!! you should try scaling that panel meant for CHILDREN'S wall-climbing, talking to our country's heroes via a PLDT line and lounging in a long sofa as noise pollution is created by okay, uhmmm adorable children who just can't get enough of the gongs!! Just don't forget to bring your best pals along with you coz you'd pretty much feel idiotic if you do all those stuff alone in a crowd of beings just half your size, but adorable nonetheless!! ( : On the way home, i had the cab stop outside Jaca's house.. i had to return something to her.. I guess it was around 7 in the evening and when Jaca opened the door for me I just could not NOT burst to giggles!! It's either she's too early for bedtime or too late for breakfast coz she was still in her JAMS when i dropped by!! and they were SATIN for that matter, imagine: SATIN on JACA!! hehehehehehe, the firemen oughta hose her down coz she was UBER HOT!! don't i juz love my JACA?! *mwaaah* ^__^ *our day was kinda capped with a great big splash, literally.. this hog of a car drove by us sooo fast, water just went glistening on our pants!!* *my kitty just died.. aaargh* >__<
aaargh, there is something deliberately wrong with LEAVING.. it's as if the scene would never be complete unless those nasty tears had been shed
I love my babiesz-- that is, my kitties.. they're the only adorable beings in this world whose mere meow relieves me of all the anxiety a tedious day has slapped me with but now my ginger kitty is dying and nothing/no one can ever explain that dread you feel as you knead her cold body.. she's awake--eyes open-- and yet you see the thin thread she's hanging onto.. you wanna know what's wrong.. you just want her to be kicking well again and chasing you.. you want to be assured of a regular heartbeat and not a failing one.. you just wanna cradle her if it's the last thing she'll ever feel, your touch.. then you plead, you plead to the good heavens, you plead to St. Francis of Assisi for that breath of vitality she dearly needs.. it's at this point that you start thinking about all the things which kept on leaving despite your most agonizing pleas.. things which leave you for one reason or the other.. things which even the tightest of grips won't hold down.. and it's all the same.. they try to pacify your groans and sighs.. but they keep on leaving.. you're crashing and you just wanna start combusting.. if tomorrow never comes for my ginger kitty.. then perhaps I've been pleading to deaf ears.. *now you know just how much i love my cats* ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Shawitee will be leaving for the States in a couple of days and I surely am holding her to a promised return @ the end of six months.. sometimes, well, most of the times, you wish that this country'll have more to offer to its citizens.. that way you see less departure.. that way we don't have to bid Shawitee farewell and cling on to her promise, that way i don't have to miss my ATE this much, that way I'd have my say on staying right here.. that way i didn't have to see him hurt sooo bad.. that way i don't have to be hurt just as much.. that way i won't have to bear the living nightmare of him applying for and granted a Visa.. *nonsense blabber, you need not understand* SHAWITEE, I'll be missin you sooo much!! Keep on Rockin'!! ![]() ![]() *mwaaah* and I'm feelin' so LESBIAN ryt now haha ^__^ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ i almost finished a gallon of of vanilla ice cream earlier, what can i do, i was extremely overjoyed!! *that is, of course, before i found my kitty lying still, gasping for air* yeah, overjoyed coz i finally hit this long-standing LSS I had since summer!! yes yes back way back in summer!! it was even posted on my friendster blog, how i knew its beat, how i kept on humming it with sporadic bursts of unrecognizable lyrics, how i kept on askin everyone about this song which was briefly played in the opening of Kate & Leopold.. well, finally hit on the song while i was channel-surfing and i happened on MYX!! never thought i'd say this but, THANX REMOTE CONTROL!! ( : Sometimes the snow comes down in June Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon I see the passion in your eyes Sometimes it's all a big surprise 'Cause there was a time when all I did was wish You'd tell me this was love It's not the way I hoped or how I planned But somehow it's enough And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last All of the nights you came to me When some silly girl had set you free You wondered how you'd make it through I wondered what was wrong with you 'Cause how could you give your love to someone else And share your dreams with me Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see Sometimes the snow comes down in June Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last You went and saved the best for last Save the Best for Last Vanessa Williams whooooo!! *__* ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ i was watching the news and i saw how Jamby Madrigal would keep on appealing to HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATION whenever asked to verify if it was indeed her bodyguard who was holding a gun in the demonstrator's line.. she'd keep on swaying away from the question, taking pains in enumerating all the injuries she got, all the blahs she undertook, but never directly confirming that it was indeed her bodyguard.. she also vividly described the way her bodyguard tried protecting her when the water canyons came and defended that her bodyguard's gun is registered.. JEEZ, they were only asking for a simple YES or NO, plus perhaps, brief details!! you're not paying for extended airtime you know,, just what is it with people who won't directly answer your queries?! just what is sooo wrong with giving an awfully simple answer to an awfully simple question?! for cryin' out loud, you only wanted to know who is she who's been doing your records, for the sake of knowing!! why'd you have to go and be MR. PERSONALITY?! grrrrrrrrr ow by the way, remind me to make a follow-up call if & ryt after you hang up on me A*shole ^__^
you know, you need not go to the fanciest of malls and restaurants to capture a memory.. the best ones are usually those which you share while squeezing 6 people in a taxi (driver not included,) answering a Pizza Hut feedback and commenting on Arron the "SEE SERVER's" looks, mall hopping in a frantic search for another Johnny Depp voice-over-must-see (Corpse Bride,) traversing the grassy Luneta in contempt because the National museum is not open 24 hours, only from 10-4--wordplay-- and you don't get in for a measly P12 *grins @ bhabez*
and that you share the best talk there is over beer and some chicharong isaw and a singer who gives Alanis a bad name.. don't ask!! there are selectively few memories that are worth my recollection.. and this certainly is one of those few which authenticates me being someone who lives for the moment and all the enjoyment it could contain,, I will forever LOVE that exact miraculous moment that our friendship has been affirmed and reinstated.. I will forever LOVE you guys!! *yes, cheesy as it is* ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now I know why everyone in this corner of the GLOBE has an alternate SUN sim.. it' s because SUN stands up for a whole lot of things, some of which is the recovery of that which has been lost.. the rekindling of that which has long been extinguished.. i hated the way he'd call me baby i hated the way he'd take all the blame and profusely say sorry for all that has been i hated the way he recounted the night we first met i hated the way he HYPOTHETICALLY concluded that if it had been now instead of then, we could've made things work out better i hated the way he just slinked back into my life.. i hated the idea that he actually missed me and i hated him for making me miss him just as much..!! aaargh "baby this time, i don't ever wanna let go.." mwaaah ^__^ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ shit he's shit he oughta take WHILE TALKING TO SOMEONE OVER THE PHONE 101 jeez, i just hung up moron didn't know itd take a half a century before you figured out i did dear heavens.. why.. why can't i just..?! fock it,, >__<
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